Thursday, December 31, 2009;
♥ 12/31/2009 11:11:00 AM
I'm not a girl, not yet a woman
All i need is time, a moment that is mine while i'm in between>>Year 2009 has been an
unexpectedly fast year.
I've learnt alot. I've grown alot. I've matured alot. (:
My ways of thinking changed, for
both the better &the worst.
But im certain i cant be
more happy the way i am
now. My life isn't perfect, that i know. But at least i've the
capabilities of looking through these imperfections &
find joy in the tiny things in life.
This is how life should go. I hope all my friends will realise this fact in some point of their lives, &live with
a smile on their faces. (:
Really, i do.
Some think i changed into another person, someone they dont think they recognised me anymore.
But i just want them to know, i'm still wenfang inside. If ever, they need me around, i'm just always a call/msg away. :D
Some said it's so hard to break out of who they were initially. I just replied, it's hard, not impossible. It's all in the mind &all up to how much you really want them. (:
If you didn't get what you want in mind, it's because you didn't want it
hard enough.
2009 had been a fruitful year, not a perfect one definitely, but a year which i learnt alot of lessons from.
Getting stuck in the mud, yet refusing to budge, is one of the dumbest thing to do.
Wallowing in self-pity is the most stupid thing one can ever do.
Get a grip, get up, &move on in life.
Just because you're sad, doesn't mean the world will stop revolving for you.
Because life still goes on, &everyone should too.
Believe in yourself. (: That's another thing we should all learn.
Hopefully
2010 will be another
good year for all of us!
Happy birthday, daddy! <3>Labels: g'bye 2009, reflections
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
Tuesday, December 29, 2009;
♥ 12/29/2009 10:22:00 AM
I wanted you to love me
I wanted to be there for you like no one else before>>Merry 4th day of xmas! :D Don't exactly celebrate xmas like those churchies, but who am i to reject more holidays? (:Driving without instructor &L-plate has been
awesome, minus-ing the
not so awesome parts like
getting horned at some irritating drivers who
refused to acknowledge my P-plate! ):
Getting lost even with the GPS &end up driving in circles.
Scratching the car (!).But it's been such an awesome exprience. (:
Makes me feel like saving up for a car. :D
Scratching the car is the
biggest deal of them all. It got me into the pits, &erase all my confidence in had in myself. Bad bad bad. ):
Thanks goodness i've my family and friends to solve all my problems &standing by me. (:
Yay.Been out
too many days, i get sick of beng out of the house. ):
I just wna
stay put at home, &watch tv all day.
Waterloo street on 23rd, Holland V/Westmall with friends on 24th. NOVA with family on xmas day, then Eric's xmas party at tampines on sat, then it was
IMM with family &
west coast plaza with friends on sun. Had a great meal at
dj's place ytd. It'll be
surfers' xmas party at Darren's place later on today.
(I'll post photos after tonight!)
Having loads of fun.
In fact,
too much, that i'm afraid i'll have
trouble trying to adapt back to the post-xmas season. ):
Too many things, too little time.
&sometimes, the person you think you really wanted, just isn't the one you really needed.
So, let lose of that handgrip &let him/her go. (:
Things will definitely be brighter &happier.
Wenfang needs sleep, pronto.
Merry xmas, again! (:
Labels: christmas 2009, driving lesson (no more), i want to sleep, let go, meetup with friends, too much to handle
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
Thursday, December 24, 2009;
♥ 12/24/2009 10:35:00 PM
Cos everyone's perfect in their usual ways>>Today's such an unlucky day! ):
Mega-unlucky.
If only i could
rewind time. ): ):
SIGH. What more can i say?
I HATE MULTI-STOREY CARPARKS. ): ):
But hey kong, thanks for sticking around &making me feel better!
I still feel damn upset! ):Labels: sad (really sad)
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
Monday, December 21, 2009;
♥ 12/21/2009 02:46:00 PM
I'm sorry bout the fact that
I'm a little not too over you (still)>>Past few days were
maddening awesome! :D
Hi-tea buffet at
Goodwood Park Hotel with Val Yy and the birthday girl, Joa.
The variety of food was really little but okay lah! At least the food's so-so. &i had
great company! So, make it up for the food i guess. Haha. :D It's great meeting up with the girls once in awhile definitely. ((:
I hope you had fun, wobbly goody friend! :D
Happy belated birthday!
07S07 chalet was the bomb, honestly. :D
Thanks so muchos for all my dearest classmates who turned up! (: It just made the whole chalet so much more fun! Thanks to huili of cos, who helped plan this chalet.
Aiyah, in short, i just wna say thanks for everyone who made this chalet such a blast! :D
I LOVE Y'ALL! :D
Loads of love!
Ready. Get set. Start &fall all over again.
It's sad to discover that things that should start all over again, didn't. While things that shouldn't, did. But then again, i guess it's true that the heart does actually has the reasons that reason dont understand.
Like how my mind brings me there, yet my heart manage to drag me all the way back here.
For now, i need to go google some directions/maps so that they will come in handy for the next few days!
Merry x'mas (in advance) to everyone!
Labels: 07S07, all over again, class chalet 09, post for joaquina lin YANQING, sec sch girls
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
Friday, December 11, 2009;
♥ 12/11/2009 03:30:00 PM
Now I'm slowly getting closure, I guess it's really over
&I'm finally getting better>>Past few weeks were
packed &busy. It's not like i
dont enjoy myself, it's more of i really needed a break from everything &have a day spent at home doing
absolutely nothing. But from where i am now, it seems that the day i'm
yearning for wouldnt come
soon. So, i guess i'll just try to
embrace whatever that is rushing through my life right now &enjoy them! :D
Went for this
gym trial with my cousin. It's
more than awesome! :D I wna join a gym
soonnnn. Provide i have the
time &is willing to spend
kaching on this
over shopping. Heehee.
Asian kitchen for a late night dinner after gym, which made our gym session go to waste. Haha!
Free Starbucks Drinks! (:
Loads of quality time shared with cousin! :D
Went out with BFFL recently for Aston's! (: Good food + great company = This is life! :D Hahah, &of cos, not forgetting Aaron and Ekin! <3>
Hey dear!
Dont forget out next date with Chocolate Indulgence! Sometimes, it's nice to know that you've someone there for you. Even though you dont meet up often, deep down inside, yknow that the relationship won't change much. (: Thanks for always being there, pulling me back to where im supposed to be when i seems to be drifting away. Muacks muacks!
Xoxo, fangs!
Tuition started all over again on Saturday, which is more self-time minus off from the list. ): But i can't complain, can i?
Pooled &dinner with the clique over at CSC after sat's tuition. Love the dinner, hearts the HTHT. Hahaha! :D
More to come during Chalet!
HOKAY THIS IS IMPT - which prolly is the reason why this post is even up.
On 8 December 2009, i had my Traffic Police Test.
The first thing i did was parallel parking, &i freaking strike the kerb while reversing.
&if this wasn't bad enough, the instructor had the 'AIYAH-YOU-SURE-FAIL-ALR-LAH' look on his face all the time! But it all ended up well! :D
I PASSED!
Fast forward, i'm so happy when i saw the PASSED box ticked.
I can't believe it, i got to re-read the whole thing over &over again. The first thing that i thought of, "OH YES! NO MORE DRIVING LESSONS!" Haha! :D :D
Spell joy!
Hokay but shucks, my license photo is going to be dang ugly. ):
But nvm, yay! I passed! :D
Kong's the first to share the joy with me btw, &he insisted i bribed the tester. Hahaha, can't blame him for thinking that way! Even i thought so too. Heehee.
Someone get me a car, please! <3>
It gets disppointing when you realised the thing or someone you miss, no longer exist/doesnt exist anymore. Oh, it's a little sad too.
Anyhoos, I can't wait for busybusy days to end!
Labels: 07S07, bffl, busy, driving lesson (no more), gym, i want a car, tuition
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
